merry lonely christmas :]

taken on christmas day ;D

well , long time no update blog le.

been busy working lately. 

life's harder than i thought.

got my PMR result . 

happy with it. :]

oh well, starting with Lina's photography :P

cupcakes for christmas X) 

super yummy argh~ cnt believe i eat 4 out of 6 :X

im gonna be FAT T^T

went countdown on 24th :] 

look at the fireworks i took X)

hard to see cause people so many ><
aiksss~ hot ah~ that time wan pay carpark full jor

X) when go in saw people play statue .

funny right? i was hoping i made them laught . but FAILED

LOLOL.

not so crowded as last year at all. :[

look at the snowman XDD

well , it moves quite slow XD haha~ it goes round and round and round.

it makes me dizzy :X ~xoxo

hahas~ 

when i was near gasoline,i heard mistletoe at the stage.

aww,, music was mistletoe . but there isnt a mistletoe and no one to kiss 

T^T sad!!

most fun is i went to watch ALVIN and the chipmunk 3

XD cute ah~

awww~ when watch mv dao want finish then hear tiok fireworks. 

ho cai go down then still got fireworks watch .

25/december.

go balik kampung open house XD

21mile jor~

reach home at 6.30am slp two hours then go out le XD

wow~ raining in the morning. past siburan . well, 

the mountain quite cold ><

well its just food. dint take to much photos cause im sleepy -.- 

out whole day /.\~

well, night time got dinner gok ~ took this

before going dinner . 

looks ugly cause i was rushing my make up :X

well, i still love the JED necklace im wearing XD

hahas~ well , reach home around 10.30pm 

tired abit~ got a luoso guii ask me go sleep /.\!

haha~ that night just hug my bear and go sleep.

yeap~ i had a big bed . but half was taken by it :O

opps~ i throw my clothes everywhere on my bed ~

haihs~ see ? 

my single days so boring ? :'[

i miss last time when i got a lover .

love too much, hurt too deep . 

but now...

who can love me? :']

sadness of october

hey again .
updating blog again to cry my heart out
what a day :']
i shouldnt be crying .
but not today .
i got my parents . and friends next to me ~
why should i be sad for you?
if you love me,then you will never hurt me no matter what i did.
its a nice advise i receive .
well, after all this, it should teach me to be stronger :']
i cant just stay around and get hurt so deeply that i cant even stand anymore
im a human , a normal girl that wish to have hapiness.
dont make me regret knowing you :]

well this is me . crying last night for what u said :']
well it hurts ~ and youre tearing me into pieces .
HAPPY?
well, this is the 1st time i take photos when im crying in my room.
and whats more is that i never cry this much this year !

hey enough is enough !
i dont want to hurt myself again!
I WOKE UP from my STUPID DREAM aready
all these are facts and i accepted it
i can be more happier than i was before


well, dont tell me about PROMISES
all are lies !
FUCK it
i HATE that bullshit
even FOREVER!
those are white lies


hey.. wake up liao lah
dont be so childish
dont make me hate you
when i talk my things you juz owh and change topic!
and when u talk your things i always speak long and continue wif ur topic


im not flower ...
im just looking for mr RIGHT

hey .. who wont feel lonely when waiting for so long?
you know or not? i always pretend im alright woth you ?
i dint even complain
my heart get stolen easily when im hurt !
i thought you had DC me
well, enough is enough

i dint expect you would say that to me
THANKS very much :] ~
i appreaciate it

from now, im going to smile :]
smile like i used too


thanks for the accompany and advises
the most i want to thank is listening to me
thanks very much WEN XUAN & Desmond Lee

my words from my heart

hey hey :D
long time no update blogger jor :X
kinda lazy to type long stories cause of my mood
well, intro will be my photo taken before my pmr exam
well these makeups covered off my swollen eyes after i cried :X
haha with the edit, my face dont look red anymore.
the contact lens help my eyes look better :'D

well well,
its over with exam
now is working time :D
went to interview yesterday :X
hope i can work by tomorow
hahas ... well,hope working can fill my boredness.
even working long hours,
i dont mind as long as i got distracted by my feelings

been sad for a few weeks
well feelings really hurts
oh well... i treating myself single
but the truth is i wish to be single and know him more
:'[

well, what i like abt him:
he's good
he;s funny
he's cute
he's fashionable
he's understanding
he's stubborn :33
he's lazy :33
he's on time for something
he cares on what i said
but sadly..our relationship was only like siblings.

i do wish to get closer to you.
but i scared youre ignore me
actually, i added youcox i admired your pictures
when you first find me chat , i was more happy than anything.
but it was a group chatting...
well, after that,i added you.
then chat for a while then stoped :'(

well, maybe ive forgoten you lately .
when i viewed your profile,it hurts ..
i was jealous to see so many girls around you :(
well,its your life..
i just can stand and watch
well, im giving to much hint to let you know that its you now
but the problem is...will u ever view my blog?? :'(

but im happy i got a chance to chat with you in FB
butsince ure working le , its kinda hard..
but i will wait u even do it makes me tired the next day :']
heyyy... can u pleae pay attention or not?
i like you :']
no no ... i love you :']
thx for coming in my life...
i really appreaciate it even do ur not my BF
~ cause it was my wish since the day i added you :')
please know that im writing about you .
but plss... if ur rejecting, pls ignore this and pretend its not you :']
noe i wanna ask you.............
do you love me? :']

i miss you so much .wish we were closer that what we are now :']
i stop here now :']
its dedicated to you ..
4.5.19.13.15.14.4 <3

一个人负心、或许是因为他的记忆力不好。 他忘记了、所以他能够负心；不是因为他负心、所以他忘记了。 爱和怀念是两回事

（一） 

开始的开始总是甜蜜的， 

后来就有了厌倦、习惯、背弃、寂寞、绝望和冷笑。 

曾经渴望与一个人长相厮守，后来，多么庆幸自己离开了， 

曾几何时，在一段短暂的时光里， 

我们以为自己深深的爱着的一个人。 

后来，我们才知道 

那不是爱，那只是对自己说谎。

（二） 

你以为不可失去的人，原来并非不可失去 

你流干了眼泪，自有另一个人逗你欢笑， 

你伤心欲绝，然后发现不爱你的人， 

根本不值得你为之伤心， 

今天回首，何尝不是一个喜剧？ 

情尽时，自有另一番新境界， 

所有的悲哀也不过是历史。

（三） 

爱情总是想象比现实美丽， 

相逢如是，告别亦如是。 

我们以为爱得很深、很深， 

来日岁月，会让你知道，它不过很浅、很浅。 

最深最重的爱，必须和时日一起成长。

（四） 

因为爱情的缘故， 

两个陌生人可以突然熟络到睡在同一张床上。 

然而，相同的两个人，在分手时却说，我觉得你越来越陌生。 

爱情将两个人由陌生变成熟悉，又由熟悉变成陌生。 

爱情正是一个将一对陌生人变成情侣，又将一对情侣变成陌生人的游戏。

（五） 

相信爱情可以令一个人改变， 

是年轻的好处，也是年轻的悲哀。 

浪子永远是浪子。 

令男人改变的， 

也许是上帝的爱或者佛祖的慈悲，但绝对不会是女人 

最不宜结婚的是浪子，最适宜结婚的也是浪子。 

往往不是女人改变一个浪子，而是女人在浪子想改变的时候刚好出现。

（六） 

想男人的一生，不过对女人做两件事： 

超乎她想象的好和超乎她想象的坏。 

女人用他的好来原谅他的坏。 

如果有一天他们不能在一起，不是他太坏，而是她太好。 

我们一生之中，要牢记和要忘记的东西一样多。 

记忆存在细胞里，在身体里面，与肉体永不分离，要摧毁它，等于玉石俱焚。 

然而，有些事情必须忘记，忘记痛苦，忘记最爱的人对你的伤害，只好如此。

（七） 

时间会让你了解爱情，时间能够证明爱情，也能够把爱推翻。 

没有一种悲伤是不能被时间减轻的。 

如果时间不可以令你忘记那些不该记住的人，我们失去的岁月又有什么意义？ 

如果所有的悲哀、痛苦、失败都是假的，那该多好？ 

可惜，世上有很多假情假义，自己的痛苦、失败、悲哀，却偏偏总是真的。

（八） 

他纵有千个优点，但他不爱你， 

这是一个你永远无法说服自己去接受的缺点。 

一个人最大的缺点不是自私、多情、野蛮、任性，而是偏执地爱一个不爱自己的人。 

暗恋是一种自毁，是一种伟大的牺牲。 

暗恋，甚至不需要对象，我们不过站在河边， 

看着自己的倒影自怜，却以为自己正爱着别人。

（九） 

爱情和情歌一样，最高境界是余音袅袅。 

最凄美的不是报仇雪恨，而是遗憾。 

最好的爱情，必然有遗憾。那遗憾化作余音袅袅，长留心上。 

最凄美的爱，不必呼天抢地，只是相顾无言。 

失望，有时候，也是一种幸福。 

因为有所期待，才会失望。 

遗憾，也是一种幸福。因为还有令你遗憾的事情。 

追寻爱情，然后发现，爱，从来就是一件千回百转的事。

（十） 

最浪漫的爱是得不到的。 

最浪漫的情话，是当哪个已经跟你分了手的人打电话来问："你好吗？" 

你稀松平常地回答："我很好。" 

而其实你还爱着他，你一点也不好。 

男人伪装坚强，只是害怕被女人发现他软弱。 

女人伪装幸福，只是害怕被男人发现她伤心。

（十一） 

爱情，有时候，是一件令人沉沦的事情， 

所谓理智和决心，不过是可笑的自我安慰的说话。 

爱情从来都是一种束缚，追求爱情并不等于追求自由。 

自由可贵，我们用这最宝贵的东西换取爱情。 

因为爱一个人，明知会失去自由，也甘愿作出承诺。

（十二） 

诺言是用来跟一切的变幻抗衡。 

变幻原是永恒，我们唯有用永恒的诺言制约世事的变幻。 

不能永恒的，便不是诺言。诺言是很贵的，如果你尊重自己的人格。 

爱是有安全感，又没有安全感。 

爱是一种震撼，也是一种无力感。 

爱是诱惑，也惟有爱能给你力量抗拒诱惑。爱是忠诚，可是爱也会令你背叛。

（十三） 

一个人负心，或许是因为他的记忆力不好。 

他忘记了，所以他能够负心；不是因为他负心，所以他忘记了。 

以前种种，他并非完全忘记，但他记忆力太差了，往事已经不再深刻， 

很快就被新的记忆取代，只记得新人的欢笑，忘记旧人的笑脸。 

爱和怀念是两回事。 

男人忘不了旧情人，必然是他在过去的岁月里，曾经伤害她， 

那一次的过失，他无法弥补。 

当明知不可挽回，唯一补偿的方法就是怀念，同时也用对她的怀念来惩罚自己。 

自以为是的深刻不过是自欺欺人的说话。

（十四） 

懂爱的女人通常输得很惨。 

爱情本来就是残忍的，胜者为王。 

感情可以转帐，婚姻可以随时冻结， 

激情可以透支，爱情善价而沽。 

是的，在这细小的都市里，这就是我们的生活。 

今天的长相厮守，只是尽力而为而已。 

最安全和最合时宜的方式，还是和自己厮守。

（十五） 

一个钱币最美丽的状态，不是静止， 

而是当它像陀螺一样转动的时候，没人知道， 

即将转出来的那一面，是快乐或痛苦，是爱还是恨。 

快乐和痛苦，爱和恨，总是不停纠缠。 

所谓缘分，也和发明一样吧，都是源于偶然。 

爱情也是一种发明，需要不断改良。 

只是，这种发明跟其他发明不一样，它没有专利权，随时会给人抢走。

（十六） 

愈害怕失去的人，愈容易失去。 

愈想得到，就愈要放手。放手是很难的，但是别无选择。 

世上有很多东西是可以挽回的， 

比如良知，比如体重。但不可挽回的东西更多， 

譬如旧梦，譬如岁月，譬如对一个人的感觉。 

放弃一个很爱你的人并不痛苦，放弃一个你很爱的人才是痛苦。

（十七） 

食物可以有标签，说明"请在此之前食用"。 

女人不是食物，青春是有期限的，忍耐也是有期限的， 

请在期限期满之前好好爱她，好好照顾她，因为她是逾时不候的。  

万物有时，怀抱有时，爱情也有时序。 

爱情有生、老、病、死。爱情总在不知不觉间过期。 

有一天，我们把它拿出来，才知道它最鲜活的日子已经永远过去。

（十八） 

在最有感觉的时候，她没有停下脚步， 

那么，也不必在一起走完那段路之后， 

回头去寻找那些散落在地上的感觉，路已经走完。 

爱情中最伤感的时刻是后期的冷淡，一个曾经爱过你的人， 

忽然离你很远，咫尺之隔，却是天涯。 

曾经轰轰烈烈，曾经千回百转，曾经沾沾自喜，曾经柔肠寸断。 

到了最后，最悲哀的分手竟然是悄无声息。 

（十九） 

有相逢就有别离，可是每个人都害怕别离。 

大家都知道，最后一次的别离就是死亡。 

我们口里说"天下无不散之宴席"，心里却舍不得喝掉手中的酒， 

还想再唱一支歌，再唱一支歌。你可不可以不走……

是我花心还是伤得太深

或许是我太花心，又或许是被伤得太深

微笑只是一盆素静的假花！用来掩饰内心的千疮百孔罢了

盲目的未来，又有谁能猜出来？

你一句话 一个眼神足够我的情绪上天入地

是谁，纷沓了我仅存的印记。

不是每个女人都是傻瓜。会等着男人欺骗。

对于沵旳关怀，我选择离开。对于沵旳嗳，我选择逃避。

一如既往没有变过的是小心翼翼和本能的疑心

⑧号当铺、我要來贖回當初被我當掉的青春

那头的你 永远看不见我在这头一次又一次红润的双眼

^泪水让我的眼睛变的模糊、原来你是空白的

我会习惯这样的生活么，这样没有你的生活

____不必对每个人都那么好、因为不值得，所以不要随意浪费感情

想相信怕是骗局 想摒弃怕会错过 你总是能毫不费力地使我陷入两难的境地

love :)

1.always remember the date we were together :DD

2.love is getting each other warm even one have to bear with coldness

3.love is guts to tell him/her 'I LOVE YOU' to make her/him happy and understand that you truely love him/her but you must meant it when you said :)

4.love is sacrifice what you had for him or her even you had to live with cup mee to make him/her happy

5.always tell her you miss him/her cause even a whisper of 'I MISS YOU' will make him/her happy :)

6.love is doing things together evendo getting fat together~ aww :DD

7.Love is when you jump to bed and you miss her/him

8.love is when you let your patner win in a fight to avoid a quarrel from happening :)

9.love is when u kiss him/her and think back of the sweet moment :)

10.love is patients :)

11.love is when you cuddle her when she sleep at stares at her when she sleep :) always hug her so she will feel safe beside you

12.love mus had patient.impatient always cause curiousity

13.love is courage :)

14. love is when your her/his number one fan

15.love is when two person spend their time together without anyone disturbing :)

16.love is when you take every sweet moment in a camera and keep it all in an album too see when you miss him or her :)

男人，你做到嗎

1~當你做完工回到家時發一封信息給你女朋友:''老婆...我到家了~放心^^老公愛你^^"

2~當下雨時,發封信息給你的女朋友:"老婆...把被抱緊緊哦~不要生病哦~老公想你"

3~當女朋友生病時,發封信息給她說:"老婆...好好休息...要好好吃飯...老公永遠陪著你^^"

4~當你女朋友遲回家時,發封信息給她說:"老婆...你在哪裡?怎麼還沒回來?老公好擔心你...快回來..."

5~當你女朋友生氣時,發封信息給她說:"老婆...對不起..剛才不該對你發脾氣的...對不起...原諒老公...好嗎?"

6~當你女朋友流淚時,發封信息給他說:"老婆...不要哭...有我在..我不會讓你受到任何傷害的...放心..."

7~當你女朋友要睡覺了...發封信息給他說:"老婆...晚安...老公永遠愛你^^"

8~當你的女朋友起床時,一定要比他早起床發封信息給他說:"老婆...早安...該起床咯~^^"

情侶們每天一定要跟對方說''我愛你''~

情侶們每天一定要跟對方說''晚安''~

情侶們每天一定要跟對方說''我想你''~