sadness of october

hey again .
updating blog again to cry my heart out
what a day :']
i shouldnt be crying .
but not today .
i got my parents . and friends next to me ~
why should i be sad for you?
if you love me,then you will never hurt me no matter what i did.
its a nice advise i receive .
well, after all this, it should teach me to be stronger :']
i cant just stay around and get hurt so deeply that i cant even stand anymore
im a human , a normal girl that wish to have hapiness.
dont make me regret knowing you :]

well this is me . crying last night for what u said :']
well it hurts ~ and youre tearing me into pieces .
HAPPY?
well, this is the 1st time i take photos when im crying in my room.
and whats more is that i never cry this much this year !

hey enough is enough !
i dont want to hurt myself again!
I WOKE UP from my STUPID DREAM aready
all these are facts and i accepted it
i can be more happier than i was before


well, dont tell me about PROMISES
all are lies !
FUCK it
i HATE that bullshit
even FOREVER!
those are white lies


hey.. wake up liao lah
dont be so childish
dont make me hate you
when i talk my things you juz owh and change topic!
and when u talk your things i always speak long and continue wif ur topic


im not flower ...
im just looking for mr RIGHT

hey .. who wont feel lonely when waiting for so long?
you know or not? i always pretend im alright woth you ?
i dint even complain
my heart get stolen easily when im hurt !
i thought you had DC me
well, enough is enough

i dint expect you would say that to me
THANKS very much :] ~
i appreaciate it

from now, im going to smile :]
smile like i used too


thanks for the accompany and advises
the most i want to thank is listening to me
thanks very much WEN XUAN & Desmond Lee